Helplessness

Why won't you let me in?

You know that i am always there for you....You know you can always rely on me to be your pillar of strength...But you would not let me in to help you...I try to do my best to convince you i can help you...Yet you shrug off my comforting hand time and again...Can you just pull down your barriers and not fear the world around? I know you've been hurt many times but isn't making mistakes part of learning and living? How can i make myself your trusted confidant? How can i make you accept my friendship and guidance so that i can stop watching you suffer this pain alone and continue feeling so HELPLESS....Trust me as i have trusted you...A title of what we are means nothing if i haven't gained your trust...Release me from this pain of watching you slip away... Just take my hand, and it will all be okay..


Do you still consider me dear to you?

It's been a long time since we've hung out...We hardly talk and have minimal contact with each other...Are we still close to each other? Or have we just bacome another 'what has been' in a long line of our pasts...Do you still remember our good times? Or cherish our memories? Not all of them good but some of them bittersweet... And yet we have gone through that stage of instability...And please forgive me if i've ever done anything to hurt you...You are still close to my heart and i would never do anything to jeapordise that...How can we go back to the way we were? I hope we can somehow return and continue having this relationship so that we can be like this for all time...


This goes out to those that are closest and are dearest to me... Without the two of you, there would not be a 'me' today...So here's to my best friends

Signed,
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